Welcome to Addley Moshe Alive

My Intent here is to express my motivations for my past actions, the reasons why I continued on with a debased life and what got me turned around to move in a better direction then all the directions previous to this moment. 
I've been a coward to those I most love a hero to those I've felt nothing for, and I've been everything in-between. I used to believe who I was, was worth more than that of other lives and I treated those people according to that belief. My mental states and the root cause of those states are what I wish to express most in these writings. To not relieve myself of any responsibility but to post up with the intent of accepting and negating those actions by letting others see that change is possible no matter how one thinks. 
I've chosen this medium to express my life as honestly and with absolute truth so others that have and are going through tough times in their life may beg barrow or steal from this in order to help in the positive growth of their own lives.